I am going to do what I want, but I am going to do it on my terms and I am going to do it with honor. You see, people misinterpret me and think that I am very engrossed in being sincerely perverted, or dirty. I am many things, and many parts of me are not everyone’s cup of tea, but it is simply just me. I recently took the time to examine the last year of my life according to my Facebook wall, and decided that my life was not really organic. My life was artificial, and full of strange reactionary witticisms which were not a true reflection of me. In the world of social networking, I was not at all being true to myself, and frankly I didn’t like what I saw.
Truth is important. I will never regret anything that I have done in my life, and that includes writing porn, or being proud of my sexuality. I will never say that I regret telling people how beautiful they are, or how many of my successes were failures. We have all dealt with those particular hurdles in life, and no one person is singular in the aspects of pain and heartache. We all have our moments of sorrow, and we all have moments where we would have played our cards differently. The only one true thing that can make us evolve in life, is to liberate ourselves from those behaviors which are holding us down, and start anew.
One of my sincere passions is to help people, and to make what is wrong right. Respectfully, I must take care of my own virtues which are to promote what is right, and to be an advocate for those who cannot speak for themselves. At the end of the day I will always be a happy, loving, and successful person – regardless of wealth. I will be a advocate for doing what is right, pursuing my dreams, and pushing forward.
It’s a clean slate for me, because I realize that the real World around me is tangible. Everything is is artificially flavored, and meaningless.
Jake A. Wheat